I believe the stories I’ve been told about the end of your life flashing before your eyes. Because when I’ve walked away from every man I’ve loved…the day I’ve known it was over our history plays over in my mind in flashes, in waves, incessantly, unexpectedly. Until I want to surrender and scream, “Take me away.”
The war on men through the degradation of woman
“How is man to recognize his full self, his full power through the eye’s of an incomplete woman? The woman who has been stripped of Goddess recognition and diminished to a big ass and full breast for physical comfort only. The woman who has been silenced so she may forget her spiritual essence because her words stir too much thought outside of the pleasure space. The woman who has...
I once knew a man who wanted me to be a rock, when...
I would wash over him, make him wet & infuse him with vitality. He thought he wanted me to be more like him, until he moved to be next to another rock. Now he thirsts for me to wash over him.
To the parents who walk away from those who bear...
You may never know the levels of pain and sacrifice permitted to raise your child. Nor will you be familiar with the strength cultivated by waking up, after a night of struggle & disquiet, to do what must be done to feed him. The selflessness that is required to care for him, when there are urgent matters within you that need to be attended to, is lost on you. While you talk about what...
No Presence. No Love.
A good relationship ushers an intense sense of presence within me. Someone I don’t mind sitting in silence with until there are authentic words to speak. There’s no need to fill space with talk or activity - That person becomes my mirror, my calibrator, a safe haven, and yes, even the trigger for anger and intense negative emotions. All of this is an invitation to have a deeper understanding for...
In the space between disillusion and wholeness I found us. Having lost all, including ourselves and each other, we were free to love purely. Fear existed only as a memory. More than content we were resting in absoluteness. And if all were to change tomorrow, so be it. We had lived in the past, avoided the present and seen the future. We had each other. And that was enough to rock the world, even...
love on automatic
We’ve shared our bodies and moments of space with gratuitous fervor. We agree we’ve been connected in lifetimes before. And still, my hair has grown more than us, this past year. Knowing the cold reality of betrayal intimately and having no reason to trust in anything, he hides the parts of the man I love; the truly vulnerable one as well as the one who don’t give a fuck. ...
I have thrown my body around like an old excuse I have thrown my heart out like a kite like rice confetti like milk teeth behind me like salt behind me I have thrown away all of my pride I have thrown all of my prayers into the deep well of your mouth. You catch me, you’ve caught me honey I have nothing left. words by warsanshire:
“When you succeed in awakening the Kundalini, so that it starts to move out of it’s mere potentiality, you necessarily start a world which is totally different from our world.” ~Carl Jung Shiva lingham - in, out. “So Hum.” (Repeat).Vaginal muscles - clutch, clutch, clutch, release, release, release. (repeat) I had just completed my homework for tantra and kundalini kriya...
Subversive Sensuality Morsel 23
The Day I Opened My Heart Today I was disappointed by a family member. Feeling low, I decided to shut down and nap. When I awoke an answer hit me with the brightness of the sun….MY HEART IS EXPANDING! The day I opened my heart… I didn’t care so much about being alone. I wanted to share in the energy and the experiences of others. Giving to those I cared about, when they asked became something...